Saturday, May 14, 2011

CBWR? Chapter 82

Author’s notes:
Hopefully no one is having problems getting here anymore.  If you are, you aren’t reading this now, so I’m not 100% sure why I writing it.  Apparently I have not been wordy enough yet today.
“You want me to do it?”
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Chapter 82
I crawled up her body, kissing here and there as I went.  She was still breathing heavily, and her chest was rising and falling with her deep breaths as she tried to calm her body.  Her eyes stayed on mine, wide and seemingly in shock.
“Are you okay?” I asked like an idiot.  “I mean…was it okay?”
She nodded her head, but she still looked like she was in shock or something.  I placed one hand on her shoulder, and then ran it up her neck.  The other hand held my weight as I leaned over her and brushed my lips over hers.  As I looked at her, her tongue darted out – probably tasting herself on my lips.
“Do you really…like that?” she asked.  “You weren’t’ just saying that?”
“I really do like it,” I told her, “and I wasn’t just saying that.”
She looked away from me, and I wondered if she was thinking she should reciprocate or some such shit.  No fucking way.
“No!” I said, my tone a little more firm than I really meant for it to be.  She looked back to me, visibly started.  “I don’t want you to – never.   I want to do it to you – whenever you want it, though.  Okay?”
“You won’t…miss it?”
“No.”  I meant that shit, too.  I didn’t know if I really thought about it, but I couldn’t give a flying fuck about ever being in her mouth again.  If I could just figure out how to be in her life, that would be plenty.  “I just want to be with you.”
For a moment we just looked at each other, and I tried to figure out if I was supposed to say something now or if it was her turn.  I never talked while having sex before.  Dirty talk, yes, but not an actual conversation.  Was there protocol?  Were we supposed to take turns with the talking?  Wasn’t it her turn?  I thought it was.
“Now what?”  Bella’s voice was so quiet I could barely hear her.
“Do you still want me to?” I asked, both hoping she would say yes and that she would say no.  I had no fucking idea what my preference really was.  I mean, I knew what I wanted for me, but I wasn’t so convinced that it was a great idea for Bella.  I wasn’t going to turn her down again, though.  Whatever will power I had on that front was completely obliterated.
“Yes,” she said.
“Do you want to be on top?” I asked her. 
“Should I be?”  Her eyes were wide again, and she was biting down on her lip, which just made me want to suck on it.
“It might be easier?” I shrugged.  I really had no idea, but it seemed like if she was in control of the…well, the penetration…then it might be easier.
“I wouldn’t know what to do,” she said, and for the first time she started looking like she was scared.  I ran my hand over her face.
“You don’t have to do this at all,” I told her.  She stared up at me from a sea of red petals.  They were all over the place – all over her, all over the pillows and in her hair and stuck to her shoulders.  “You know we’ll only do this if you want to.  You can back out anytime – right now – if you want to.”
“I don’t,” Bella insisted.  “I don’t want to back out – I just want you to…um…”
She stopped speaking and her face scrunched up a little, turning pink.
“You want me to do it?” I guessed.  She nodded, and I kissed her mouth again.   I could feel her relaxing a little under the touch of my hands and my lips.  I kissed up her jaw and to her ear, sucking on it gently and closing my eyes before I spoke.
“I would do anything you asked me to do,” I told her.  “I would do anything for you.  Anything.”
 “I know,” she said.  I opened my eyes as I felt her head turn towards mine.   “But you don’t have to.”
“I do,” I said.  I covered her mouth again so she couldn’t argue with me.  As we kissed, I moved my hand down her side, brushing my fingertips over her breast before reaching between her legs again.  I ran my fingers over her once before I used my knees to push her legs farther apart, spreading more rose petals around on the bed.  I shifted my hips, bringing them close to her.
I had to close my eyes as I held my dick in my hand and placed the head right at her entrance.  I ran it up and down a few times, feeling the wetness coat the tip, and then repositioned.   I opened my eyes again to find hers locked with mine – nervousness apparent, but also excitement and maybe even…trust?
“I’ll go slow,” I told her.  “You tell me if it’s…if it’s too much, okay?”
She nodded quickly and bit down on her lip.  I leaned over her and kissed her cheek, then down her jaw.  When I met her lips, she opened her mouth to me, and I slowly moved my hips forward.
Ohhhh...God…
I just barely had the head of my cock in her, and I was ready to blow.  I tried to think about sports and guns and Three Stooges episodes, but it didn’t help much.  Tight didn’t even begin to describe her.  I pushed a little more, and heard her gasp.
My eyes flew to hers as I pulled back, though I had really only barely been inside.  She shook her head.
“Don’t stop,” she whispered.
“Did it hurt?”
“Not exactly…it just felt…strange.”
I moved my hand from around my cock and slid my fingers back and forth over her again before slipping one inside.  It went fairly easily, so I tried two again.  Within a couple of minutes she was panting and moaning slightly, as I pulled both fingers out of her and ran them over her clit.
“Try again?”  Bella’s fingers wrapped around the bicep of my arm that held me over her.
“You sure?”
“I’m sure.”
I nodded and ran my moistened fingers up and down my shaft before placing the head of my cock back at her entrance.  Going very slowly, I pushed again, feeling a little less resistance this time.  Her fingers dug into my arm, and I watched her face closely as I moved a little farther inside and felt myself finally move past her entrance.
As soon as I did, I slipped in farther all of the sudden, even though I didn’t think I had pushed harder.  It was more like something just gave way.  I realized something probably had.  Holy shit…
Bella dug her teeth into her lip, and I let go of my shaft to reach up and place my palm against her cheek.
“Still okay?”
Bella turned her face towards my hand and kissed my palm.  With her eyes closed she nodded.
“Please.”
When I moved forward this time, I slid in farther and easier than before.   It was only another moment before I was completely inside of her.
Inside of Bella.
Inside my wife.
Inside heaven.
My head felt like it was spinning around in little circles like someone had placed it on a playground swing, twisted the rope up as tight as they could, and then let it go.
She was so, so soft inside. It was like pushing into wet silk. I had never felt anything like it, and I wondered if it was simply the lack of a condom or not. I didn't think it was. I was pretty it was just the way she was.  She felt so good wrapped around my cock, I could hardly stand it. I wanted to stay right where I was for the rest of my life. I didn't need to get off; I just needed to be in her.  Never leave this spot.  Stay in this bed, in this hotel, with this woman, forever.
Bella placed her hand against my cheek, and I leaned into the sensation. 
“Are you okay?” she asked, echoing my words from earlier.
“More than okay,” I breathed back to her.  I panted through my mouth, trying to keep myself enough in check to last more than a minute or two.  It was going to be a hard battle.  “You feel so, so good…Bella…God…”
I didn’t move, just held myself in her and waited.  I didn’t know what I was waiting for – either for her to get used to me, for my impending orgasm to subside, or maybe just waiting for a meteor to drop on my head or something. It would just figure if one did.
Tentatively, I pulled out about half way.  I wasn’t pulling out of her all together – no fucking way.  I might never pull out of her all the way.  I pushed back in slowly with a groan.  The feeling was just indescribable.  At the very least I would be all over thesuarus.com looking for the right synonym for ecstasy, and then I’d get pissed off at none of the words being adequate. 
It was fucking awesome, that’s what it was.
But better.
You know?
Oh, fuck it.
Bella’s hand’s were on my shoulders, gripping me tightly as I moved in and out of her slowly and gently – like I promised her I would.  I wrapped my arms around her and held her close to my chest.  I could feel the little rose petals as the clung to my biceps and legs, and I might have found the little fuckers annoying except for the sight I saw when I opened my eyes.
Lying in the middle of the bed, on her back with her arms reaching up to me was Bella.  The twinkling lights from the Eiffel Tower were shining into the room through the giant floor-to-ceiling windows and causing her skin to glow in color.  All around her were the deep red petals, making her look like she was lying in the middle of a fluffy, blood-stained cloud.
Okay – so romantic similes were never going to be my thing.
Fucking sue me.
I moved just a little faster, rocking into her without pulling out very far.  So slick…so wet…so warm…so fucking incredible.  I lay my forehead against her shoulder and felt her hand coil back into my hair.  It was all I needed to send me over the edge.
It was okay to come inside her, right?
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Chapter end notes:
I told ya I was going to do it!  A whole chapter of just Edward’s O coming up next.  Hang on – it should be out later tonight. *evil grin*

85 comments:

  1. gahhh!!! sooo good! poor Edward sounds like he's being tortured... with ecstasy :)

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  2. LOVED IT GREAT CHAPTER ANY MORE TODAY?

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  3. The way he's taken care of her with this - her feelings, both emotional and physical - putting her first before himself - as far as I'm concerned, he's redeemed himself.

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  4. Ooh!!! Edward's getting some! And Bella's enjoying it!
    I'll take a whole chapter of Edward's Big O - want to see all the goofy thoughts that run through his head. See if he CAN come up with better words than Thesaurus.com
    Hope you do get a chance to post later. Thanx for this fun, tho! 

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  5. A whole chapter of Edward's O??? Update now! And yes you can come inside her Edward thanks to the shot! So romantic how he thinks of her as his wife and as his heaven!!!

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  6. Oh Edward ...
    I only saw there was an update by looking like a stalker. @4ish EST it appeared..

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  7. Awesome! Looking forward to his "O" tonight!

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  8. thanks for the update. ;)

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  9. I'll take a whole chapter of Edward's O w/o complaints! 

    I'm loving the multiple chapter lemon—more drawn out, less rushed to read through.  We appreciate all the components of it more, I think. 

    Lol, I loved so many things about this chapter it would take too long to list them all.  But I guess my favorite of all was when he admitted that he would do anything she asked him to do.  And the fact that she told him she already knew this.  I can't wait for her to bring up the subject of his gun trafficking again, and see the difference in his reaction from last time.  (Well, I guess I can wait, because we obviously have some other things to take care of first!)

    Looks like the rose petals are getting everywhere like so many predicted.  But you know, it could be a lot of fun picking them off/out of each other when they're finished.  ;-)

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  10. I love it. I can't wait to read a whole chapter of just Edward's O. It will be great. 

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  11. If I ever had to wait for sex as long as I have waited for this scene, there would be a partial eclipse of the suj because of all of the moths that would fly out from lack of use!

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  12. Edward was the most caring lover and everything was as good as they wanted it to be. I was on edge that something might go wrong and I am so glad it didn't! Hope Edward would trust himself more now. “I just want to be with you.” - *sigh*. 

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  13.  FINALLY 82 chapters later!

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  14.  I think you made Anydee's day ;) I think Doofy did great, he was slow and gentle, just how he promised. Please, no meteors if at all possible!

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  15. That was awesome Savage, just right! thanks 

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  16. Another Scooby snack for Doofus. If he keeps this behavior up, I should buy the Scooby snacks in bulk. I've been looking forward to the next chapter since you promised it in the beginning.

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  17. I knew the old Edward was still in there somewhere...a "fluffy blood-stained cloud"...but I thought it was funny, so unexpected!!!  I thought he was going to say it made her look like a fantasy in lights or something really corney.  At least he did not say it "out loud"!!  lol!  But before and after...so sweet.  I thought it was perfect!  How many people give up their virginity with the lights of the Eiffel Tower shining on them?  So, so romantic.  But when Alice and Rosalie find out what happened, I am pretty sure Bella is going to have to throw herself on Edward again in order to stop the bullets flying!!!  And yes, Doofy, it's okay.  Nobody should "pull out" on their wedding night!

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  18. He did good, really, really good :)
    Thanks!

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  19. “I would do anything you asked me to do,” I told her.  “I would do anything for you.  Anything.” Now that is the most perfect thing for him to say.  

    Incredible chapter!!!

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  20. You said chapter 82 way back when we were in the 60's and you delivered! Thanks Savage! That was great.... I'm estatic! Lol..... Looking forward to Edward O's next!

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  21. That was right on Shay. I was tense at the end waiting for Lee Stephens to appear in the window or something, but I am okay now. I guess I can reread it and know it will be okay. He would do anything for her? Awww...

    I have been thinking all week about how you could write a while chapter on Edward cuming. If anyone can do it, YOU can. I can't wait...

    Roshambo

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  22. Is it really wrong to be reading this whilst waiting in church for my daughter to make her first communion? Maybe a satellite will drop on my head? Now I'm gonna have fanfic thoughts during church...Modern day versions of Thornbirds. (please tell me someone remembers that!) Yep going to hell fo shor!

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  23. Loved the chapter, you made it worth the wait.  Thank you

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  24. That was perfect it is so funny he hasnt a clue.  When is he going to tell her he is in love with her??? 

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  25. for the next 82 chapters :D

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  26. My words cannot describe how erotic and sensual this was!
    Awesome job! 

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  27. wooo that was more than fine for a first time, for both actually since this is the first time E ever made love to someone too...
    you may write the next 82 chapters about their O's, I'll be mighty fine with it! Make it last baby!
    just a question though...she's on the pill, right? or any other birth control, right???
    luv ya ;)
    xo

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  28. Hitchy *crazy for THG*May 14, 2011 at 3:38 PM

     YES! A whole chapter of Edward's O! Savage you are the best!

    I loved this. I wonder if Bella's going to get hers too? Doofy did good. He made love to his woman and did it right. Now all he has to do is refrain from blurting out something stupid in the middle of his O and make sure that he takes care of her afterward... It can't be that hard not to fuck that up, right? *smirks*

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  29. He was wonderful! He is so so in love with her!....I would do anything for you! 

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  30. 82 chapters and I feel like this story has just started ;) I can't wait for more! 

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  31.  Oh yeah!!  Defs remember the Thornbirds! lol

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  32. Well, see she did reciprocate - and for all I'm a fan of the fantasy of the 1st time penetrative O I love that bit of reality in this! (meaning the absence of the big O or at least him "finishing" before her)  It really was like they were both loosing their V card, and in a way they were.  :D  IslandHubs says that's tots what it's like too, so emotional you have no hope of any staying power. lol

    And I'm gonna hold you to that "evil grin"!!  *starts timer*  I'll be counting the minutes!  :D  Oh, and we loooove it when you're long winded!  *mwha*

    Thanks!! 

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  33.  Just read the last comment by Shar0525 and yes I remember Thornbirds.  And I am not mad at her for reading during her daughter's first communion. This chapter has been something we all have been waiting for and I certainly was not disappointed. Neither will be the hubby when he gets in tonight *waggles eyebrows*

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  34.  YES! YES! YES! Ahhhh...finally. That was the perfect conclusion to the last 81 chapters of foreplay. hehe I just hope Bella realizes that she wouldn't be able to get rid of him now if she wanted to considering it was like "pushing into wet silk". The boy will be completely addicted to that Kitty now. ;)

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  35. well i hope i get the alert or i will be stalking you blog tonight... damn we are in mid lemon and holding you evil woman!!!!   i can see your evil grin all the way here in georgia!!!! i will be stalking you tonight!!! 

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  36. damn girl and i thought i was bad!!! that takes the cake... i wouldn't have the nerve to be reading in church!!!! 

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  37.  OMG OMG OMG I can't wait for more.

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  38.  Yes please, more holy O!!!!!!!!!

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  39. This is why I've only been reading completed fics. Now I'm frustrated. The saving grace is you update quickly.  

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  40. Guilty, I've done that too.
     

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  41. Finally I could access to the blog.
    I loved the chapter.
    Thanks for the update.

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  42. Looks like they'll have to do it again so he can make her cum ... oh dear, what a shame, never mind, eh?  But that's ok ... I mean, what woman cums her first time anyway?  Well, unless it's Fifty doing doing the deflowering, of course. 

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  43. Holy Highly Anticipated Intercourse Batman!!!
    That rocked.   

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  44. ohhhh, Thornbirds FTMFW!!!! Fluved that story hard, cried like an effin baby through it!!!  

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  45. Ok, you are officially killing me now. THUD 

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  46.  Yes do remember the Thornbirds... I'm a bit of a coward and wouldn't have read it in church I think.I had to love Edward wondering if there's protocol to follow here? He is simply adorable and for that and how he has been with her, and all he is considering and willing to give up and change for her, he deserves the biggest O!!!! I am sure you will make it happen for him ;)

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  47. OhHolyShit....amazing (and FINALLY! I might add)......He is totally hosed.......I loved where he said, "Inside of Bella.....Inside my wife......Inside Heaven".....why does he think he isn't romantic?  *sigh* 

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  48. She's had "The Shot" while she was @ Aro's.....Savage told us that beforehand.....good thing! 

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  49.  Oh. my. That. That was... okay Edward was right thesaurus.com is definitely needed. Who writes like that? Who takes that much time to put all that into something like this? Not too many people. Whew. This chapter was amazing. Thank you so much for actually writing something very much worth reading.~Jessi

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  50.  Very nicely done!  Finally!

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  51. Ok so WAIT A MINUTE - he got off before her?!  shame on him! 

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  52. and the deed is done.... it was done very romantically... 

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  53. So so beautiful... he loves her. Its plain and simple. He's in love. I hope she is in-love too. I think she knows... knows that he adores her. I hope.
    Oh and thank-you for letting Edward have his "O" I was setting myself up for at least a couple more chapters before it happened. Beautiful how he is so concerned and asks   how she is all the time. 

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  54. Yeah, I have to say this....3...2...1...FINALLY!!!!! Girl, you made us wait 82 chapters!
    Ok, now let us be fair, chapters are short so if we take them as 2 short chapters compose 1 regular chapter you still made us wait 41 chapters for Bella to loose her V card. That is still a lot! I can't complain, I love this story, even when you are evil with us ;)
    I hope they find a way to be together after she gets back home.

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  55. Oh God. This was sooooo hot, you mean there's an entire chap if him coming??? I might not make it through. Loved the silk description. Wonder if that really is how it feels???

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  56. Aww Savage.. this was perfect..just perfect.. I.LOVE.DOOFUSWARD - @MoniNP 

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  57. he was awesome......so protective of her. Love it.

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  58.  That was just evilly great. And he did fine with the romantic descriptions. They suit him, he isn't trying to verbally satisfy her anyway. Right?

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  59. Oh yes, you did it, and it was so good...Loved it, Savage!

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  60. Damn that was so hot and sweet as hell!!! I WANT HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

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  61.  I wake up to three updates. You know how to make a cougar squeal! I really do like this Edward.

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  62.  If i could only figure out how to be in her life, that would be plenty!!!!!!! #Faints, he really has turned into a dearheart!!!!!!!! *swoon* Love that he wants to give her control 2........not the typical evryday gentleman.....puttin the ball in her court iz the best ting  4 her....but of course she'll feel insecure runnin up against him. I mean wat virgin in her rite mind wudnt?!?!? How can u exude confidence as a virgin against a SEX GOD like Eddie?!?!?

    But OHH FCUKIN GORSSSSSSSSSSSH............evrytime I claw into my bottom lip wit ma teeth, Bella does the same a few seconds afta. TOTALLY FCUKIN CAPTIVATED HERE!!!!!! Thank God i'm ina library so i cud contain myself. I wud love 2 kno hw u felt writing these chapters n the nex one especially!!!!!
    TIME 4 Eddie's CAPITAL O!!!!!! *rubs hands together wid evil grin on ma face*

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  63. Inside of Bella.
    Inside my wife.
    Inside heaven.
     
    See now that is the kind of shit that makes me go all gooey *le fucking sigh*

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  64. omg edwards O...omg i'm so fucking hot n flustered it's frickin awesome!!!lol! 

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  65. haha. oh edward sex talk you are too funny. 

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  66. Thornbirds was my bible back in the day.

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  67. He better not of gotten her pregnant. Or maybe it would turn out well if he did?!
    Loved it though;D) 

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  68. Unf....*runs to next chappie* 

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  69. *ding* Next chapter!

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  70. Bloody Hell!!!! I have no more words......

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  71. Cherry popped? Check. Now for E's O, will Bella get another?

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  72. Thornbirds, loved That series!
    In church, reading this, naughty, girl!
    Great chapter to be reading anywhere...

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  73. Oh your descriptive writing is addictive.

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  74. That was right on Shay. I was tense at the end waiting for Lee Stephens to appear in the window or something, but I am okay now. I guess I can reread it and know it will be okay. He would do anything for her? Awww...

    I have been thinking all week about how you could write a while chapter on Edward cuming. If anyone can do it, YOU can. I can't wait...

    Roshambo

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  75. Oh Edward ...
    I only saw there was an update by looking like a stalker. @4ish EST it appeared..

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  76. Hmm... Loved the image if the eiffel Tower and windows...ect... Perfect

    Hmm excited for next chapter

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